Waiting on a scared phone call…Will it ever come?
Springtime rain brings wintertime blues
Drink myself into oblivion, perhaps?
Will that help?
Will that transparent screen then light up?
This elusive digital comfort turning ice cold
Thoughts left to ponder…rotting away in this smoky coffin
Being trapped in here with myself…horrible company
Painful music causing numb ears to bleed
Distortion, only in my own head
Giving in to fantasy…that I can make someone happy
Ha! What a fucking joke!
©2017 Timothy Grassan