Within the shadows of this pain, blue twisting light slithers around my fucked up thoughts.
All I see are the ruins of “what could have been”
Lost in a mind-numbing ocean of “will it ever be?”
Around and around this regret goes
Will it be the end of me? I don’t really know
Shallow breaths holding back purple toxic tears
Sad, for seemingly no reason at all
Loneliness crushing my soul and breaking my fragile spirit…
Shall I keep trying live within this much well deserved Death?
Grieving…for a better way
a better day
Sweet Marital Bliss
Does such a thing even exist?
Are You The One?
Oh, Darlin’…What Have I Done?
That Reaper is now beside me…lying in this bed
Skeleton arm, holding me tight
Is this my reality?
Her love floating back to me?
Is this just distorted reality
Dismally killing me..