Maybe I deserve all this pain
This miserable life, I can not sustain
Left out alone, in this cold, cold rain
Suffering is all that I gain
Are you able to tell me that you love me?
Are you capable of complete devotion?
As I sweep this blade across my skin, I think of all the things left unsaid. I conjure up painful memories of a past that is so obviously dead and gone.
I love you, can’t you see?
I need you in this life with me
Show me how to stop these nightmares and end the misery
Please just tell me that you love me
So many thoughts choking the life out of me
Your face, is all that I see
Draining my soul with every breath that I breathe
Within these random and torturous delusions
Something has been lost, my life, left in ruins
Shattered hearts and smashed dreams
So lonely, lost and sad
I need back, the life I once had